So, my interview didn’t go particularly well. I felt so out of my depth and unprepared and just…young.

I’m 90% certain that I won’t be offered a place on the course. It’s annoying because I want this so much but I have to keep reminding myself that I’m only 21 years old, if I end up securing myself the career of my dreams by the time I’m 25 even, it’s pretty good going, let alone by the time I’m 23.

For now I’m just going to have to start figuring out what I am going to do next year now that I won’t be doing a PGCE. But there’s no rush- I don’t know why I have always had this constant need to do things early. What is the harm in letting myself be a young, carefree person for a little bit longer?