Sometimes it freaks me out knowing that there are people who have been a huge massive part of your life or who you’ve gotten close to or shared something with that you will literally never ever see again in your lifetime.

My biggest fear knowing this is the fact that someone who can mean everything in the entire world to you can just leave your life like that and never be a part of it again. This, too, is the main reason I am a massive detached bitch 99% of the time.